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Sister Alma Rose Writes Gospel Songs

Me, Fanny McElroy

Me, Fanny McElroy

Hundreds! Sister Alma Rose has written hundreds of gospel songs.

Who knew?

This is the one I like best. The music is pretty, but I don’t know how to reproduce it for you here. Later, I’ll ask Pablo. He knows how to do everything.

Somewhere Inside Me

riverside_walesHelp me, O, Father, go with me today.
It’s dark and it’s cold, and I’ve lost my way.
Life used to run easy, like water a-flow;
Where did my river of happiness go?

Somewhere inside me there still burns a fire;
Even in darkness, I feel it rise higher.
Warm and embracing, my soul does not weep.
Help me, O, Father, this spirit to keep.

rose1Help me, O, Mother, my comfort, my peace;
Kiss me with tenderness, sing me to sleep.
Birth me again, let me start my life new;
Sinless and pure, may I be e’er with you.

Somewhere inside me is joy I still feel,
Joy that the world and its greed cannot steal.
Warm and embracing, my heaven remains
Somewhere inside me, through fire and rain.

angel_gabriel_lucille_chabot_1939Help me, O, angels, please carry my sin
To my Creator, who dwelleth within.
Why does salvation seem so far away
Though it surrounds me and fills me today?

Somewhere inside me my God ever is;
All of my trials and sorrows are his.
Father and Mother, the clouds of despair
All float away in the clear, sunlit air.

istock_eagleSomewhere inside me, my soul never dies;
My heart is renewed like the eagle who flies
Higher and stronger, her fetters removed;
Like hers, O, God, may my strength be renewed.
Sinless and pure, may I be e’er with you.

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Sister Alma Rose: Beyond the Grave

A Season’s Fallow Field at Rest

I believe that when I die I shall be someone’s little child again, and at my birth
the aunties and the grandmothers will say, “She is an old soul.” I’ve seen a
few, just liberated from the womb, born wise, with ancient eyes like deep,
pure, pristine pools alight with clarity. I shall be one of these… serene, at
ease with bliss, and intimate with holiness.

Once, when I had given death permission to accept me there and then, I glimpsed
that feared, benighted passageway (the very one, it’s said, conveys departing
souls to Heaven), and the glory it gives way to in the end; and isn’t it, I wondered,
isn’t death just being born again?

I shall not want to go … though the seed of what I shall become is
even now astir in earth softened by the thaw: I, a pale, sturdy stem, made for a
moment’s innocence, drawn without volition upward by the slanting sun.

But this is only what I know, not what I hope for. Now I cling to what is near and
pleases me. Experience has taught me that I shall be satisfied and peaceful, just as
long as I can find you when twilight comes. Yet not I but the Almighty binds
perfection, intimating more than what we know of mystical and endless love that
never, ever ceases to amaze.

At dawn, the first and bravest ray, familiar as the roadside clusters of sweet clover,
buttercups, and goldenrod in a Nebraska summer, can still astonish — but the
spark is not the sun, and we are promised nothing less. If we only knew it, we have
just begun to love, and there is time enough; someday we shall be grateful for the
interruption — just a season’s fallow field at rest.

Blessed indeed are they who go with certainty that they are needed elsewhere for a
space; that in the vastness of the universe, there is a place in which their ministrations
are required; and they are content to slip away.

When I’m no longer where you are accustomed to, regret my going if you must, but
know I live, and not so far away. And I do not forget you. Will you look for me?

Look for me in commonplace and sacred spaces. Look for me in prayers and hymns and
growing things… the calm vitality of a supple reed in shallow water just at evening, at
the cusp of autumn.

Look for me where there are children. Set your cynical imposture aside and be
astounded. Don’t you know that nothing is coincidental? If you, having found me,
disallow your intuition… if you walk away, I will run behind and tug your shirttail, and
whine and wail till I turn blue; and you will gather courage, as if to contemplate a
Gorgon, instead of loveliness too compelling to embrace for fear of losing cognizance
of time and place. And there you will remain a bit, nonplussed, bemused, and ill at
ease, fumbling for your pipe and flask or the equivalent; but in the end
you will be satisfied, not all at once, but by degrees, that I
still live just as I promised.

Summer 2006 ♦ In memory of Lydia
From Unfamiliar Territory, Volume 1: Prayers, Poems, Meditations, and Songs, by Mary Campbell